If I were a drinker, believe me, I'd be drinking whiskey.... the strongest there was.... I'd let it burn its way down my throat and sink to the bottom of my stomach. But since there is no alcohol in the house, much to my unhappiness, I won't be drinking. I could use a good glass of wine anybody got any recommendations? I just might buy some when I go grocery shopping.... if I ever get to the store.
You are probably wondering what caused my magnificent meltdown. Right? Well, it goes something like this. Today, I hate having Usher's. Today I hate being dependent on others. Today, I hate that my three beautiful girls having to live with a mom who has Usher's. Today, it seems like everyone in this house and my mom are ignoring me. Today, is just a bad day. One definitely for the books because I have had two meltdowns today and working on a third as I write this.
So before I have my third meltdown I just want to say.... look at your kids,take a look at all your pictures on the wall and photo albums, look at your car, look at everything around you and appreciate your sight because all of those things will be gone for me. I don't when but someday all I will see is nothing for the rest of my life. Now do you realize how much I am dependent on others? Doesn't sound fun does it? Believe me..... its not. And so begins meltdown number three.
I have learned today that my kids aged (6) and (1) has Ushers. One can say that I sort of shared with your Meltdown. After several tests at Retinal SA I have learned about this DEVIL of a syndrome.
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